I think the act of sexually abuse is bad enough. But what I think is worse is how it affected my mind. It is like a doorway was open in my mind to things that where disgusting and really bad. Where normal everyday things turn into something you want to avoid at all cost. But it is something that needs to be done. Where the mind is in a tug of war between knowing it needs to be done and the fear that comes with doing it..
I don’t know why I keep listening to you. It is like going out of your way to see and accident. Just have to see it. Maybe that is the first thing I should do is quit listening to you. The last thing I need is things that bring out the negative in me like yourself Continue reading “Not That Original”
Today was a very good day for me. My mood has improved and I was able to do a lot of things. I was trying to remind myself how much things have improved especially over the last few years. But I actually find little comfort in that. Continue reading “Waiting For the Shoe to Drop”
That is something that is constantly weighing on my mind. Should I say something or not. It is nice to share things with people so they know real me better, but is it the wise thing to do? As I have often experience has taught me that can blow up in my face. Continue reading “What Should I Say?”